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Last night I had a dream about this pretty girl.....

In the dream she was able to talk to me.  It wasn't cartoon style it was more like her thoughts were completely heard and understood by my brain and vice versa. 

I think I had the dream for two reasons.  First one being I have always truly believed that Brule' understands the things I say more than the other dogs.  She has always had this great wisdom about her.  It's like she fully understands the words you say to her and you can tell by the way she acts or the way she looks at you with these amazing eyes.

I bonded with Brule' literally moments after she was born.  Out of a litter of 8 I instantly picked her and held her as much as possible.

(that brown one there is Brule')

  I don't get to see her as much now since she lives with my mom but we still have a wonderful relationship.  Anyway I have been thinking about this dream all day and I'm pretty sure I have figured out the other reason Brule' was communicating with me.  You see after my dads death 8 years ago a grief counselor I was seeing suggested my mom and I get pets.  This is when our fur family began.

 My mom and I got 2 adorable balls of fluff which we named Steinway and Denali. 

Steinway (the black one) was my moms little girl and Denali (the white one) was mine. 

We loved these wild ones with all of our hearts.  They went everywhere with us and helped us heal during the worst time of our lives.  The two of them were a team. 

Denali was the leader and Steinway followed along with everything Denali suggested.  Six months after we got them Denali's life on this earth was cut short.  It was a devastating time for all of us...especially me and Steinway.  For those people who think dogs don't understand time or complex feelings....you are wrong.  Steinway truly mourned the loss of Denali.  She whined constantly, stoped playing, didn't want to eat, and at times when she has that distant look in her eye I still believe she thinks of Denali. 

We had to get a new friend for Steinway since she was so depressed.  That is when Boz came into our lives.  After time Boz and Steinway had babies.  Brule', Buddha, and Mascara are the 3 babies we kept.  Here is the fur family of 5.

Anyway when Brule' was little I felt inspired to write a small book.  The story involves Denali and Brule'.  This has been a project I have neglected after it's beginning a few years ago.  I think the other reason Bru was in my dream was to remind me that this book is amazing and needs to be finished and published.  So thank you to my pretty girl for communicating this to me every time I am with you and now even in my dreams.